The Wall of Silence

I am scared to write these words, but they must be said. I am sitting here watching Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer with my girls and my legs won't stop shaking. I have slowly come to the realization that this is because I made a comment on another social media site that could be seen... Continue Reading →

Thanks, but NO THANKS

ATTENTION PLEASE: That douchebag? That fuck boy from back east? Yeah, that one - HE'S MY FUCKING FIANCÉ!! The only man who EVER considered me WORTHY & VALUABLE enough to him to get down on ONE knee and ask me to spend the rest of my life with him. The ONLY man who OPENLY cares... Continue Reading →

Just Calm

So, disordered completion is great. I feel calm, happy, almost euphoric from it. From Lying. Thoughts at a 6. Emotions: Calm, Confident (disordered) Completed 100% Intention: to complete (disordered) No behaviors ( disordered) (Um, what about force-feeding yourself, safe food choices, uneven pace???) Disordered Disordered Disordered It's All DISORDERED. Be good, but not perfect... Just... Continue Reading →


What is a lie? What does it consist of exactly? Are lies only the complete untruth or is a half truth a lie also? Is it a lie only when it comes out of my mouth? If you say the same thing why isn't it a lie? If you tell me that you are going... Continue Reading →

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