Shhhhhh….ut Your Mouth

Who's up for some reduction of self in the new year? Me? Oh, Oh! Me! ME!!!!! Fuck me Fuxk my "self" I don't need to be heard Or talkOr matterOr eatOr exist..... I only live to please others Why do I think it's okay to defend myself? Why do I continually perpetuate fights in which... Continue Reading →

I Am A Liar

  Quick thoughts for the day. I try not to lie.  I try Very Hard.  But my therapist brought the question of what constitutes a lie to my awareness today. For instance, if I am listening to someone speak and though they are rather droll and boring I pretend to act interested and make a... Continue Reading →

The Avoidance Part 3

What really finalized it for me was when I began studying their doctrine of "God the Son".  You have to realize, I asked and asked and asked for a doctrine class before I was a member and even after and when we finally did have classes I missed MAYBE one time.  I loved the church... Continue Reading →

The Avoidance Part 2

So these things God has been showing me.  I thought I was handing them over and dealing with them when I asked to be expelled.  Apparently not.  Though I am freed from many of the legalistic tendencies I struggled with inside the church, I still have some residual mindsets to overcome.  I also thought I... Continue Reading →

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