That 20 Mile Drive into Town

Every Sunday (well, every Sunday that I go), on the way home from church, I have the same thoughts. I am so happy at church.  I enjoy listening to the sermons and to talking with my friends and other church-goers after.  I feel free, welcome, genuinely myself. And then I leave. Now that I live... Continue Reading →

Repercussions of a Manic Episode

I am currently dealing with the repercussions of an extremely manic episode.  I have fallen into depression, into temptation, the devil's trap; said many things I don't mean--or don't want to  mean, placed myself in harm's way.  Stress overload, anxiety at every turn and yet I run for the thrill of it.  I am  afraid... Continue Reading →

Forgiveness

I had a conversation with a person today about Christianity. She was not impressed with the experience she had the day before with another Christian who was very preachy and pushy.  It saddened me to hear that this representative of Christ was so hardcore as to put down other humans for not being Christian and... Continue Reading →

I Am A Liar

  Quick thoughts for the day. I try not to lie.  I try Very Hard.  But my therapist brought the question of what constitutes a lie to my awareness today. For instance, if I am listening to someone speak and though they are rather droll and boring I pretend to act interested and make a... Continue Reading →

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