That 20 Mile Drive into Town

Every Sunday (well, every Sunday that I go), on the way home from church, I have the same thoughts. I am so happy at church.  I enjoy listening to the sermons and to talking with my friends and other church-goers after.  I feel free, welcome, genuinely myself. And then I leave. Now that I live... Continue Reading →

Repercussions of a Manic Episode

I am currently dealing with the repercussions of an extremely manic episode.  I have fallen into depression, into temptation, the devil's trap; said many things I don't mean--or don't want to  mean, placed myself in harm's way.  Stress overload, anxiety at every turn and yet I run for the thrill of it.  I am  afraid... Continue Reading →

Forgiveness

I had a conversation with a person today about Christianity. She was not impressed with the experience she had the day before with another Christian who was very preachy and pushy.  It saddened me to hear that this representative of Christ was so hardcore as to put down other humans for not being Christian and... Continue Reading →

Alonenessness

Do you ever just want to be alone? Just left completely to yourself? I am...well, I was going to say struggling, but I am not sure it is actually a struggle...maybe grappling is the word.  I am grappling with the irritation of not being left alone.  I think over the last year of my life... Continue Reading →

Tough Stuff, You Thankless Grump

Sheesh.  If today isn't a Monday, I don't know what is.  Of course, it could be an any-day and just my having a bad attitude, but seriously.  I think I am still recuperating from last week's trials full of idiots and I am having trouble adjusting to everyday normal idiots.  It isn't that anyone is... Continue Reading →

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