Y'all. Y'all. Something happened. Something marvelous, Unexplainable, Unbelievable, Undeservable. I met the Lord through the weirdest of things: Missionaries. Now I know, Isn't that their job? Maybe, yes, but When they knocked on my door and I said, "Sure come back!" I was really looking to expand my knowledge of different religions, To debunk their... Continue Reading →
I’m Not Going to Go
I should be crying I know what I’m doing is wrong I’m only hurting myself By apologizing Accepting all blame But I can’t do anything right It’s all wrong Everything I do is wrong Why can’t I cry It’s numbness All my insides Black and dark and dank and moldy Not a ray of sunlight... Continue Reading →
Just Eat.
June 13, 2016: I wrote this 5 months ago. Right before I went on this hiatus I have been on for most of the year. And this, this is why.......... ******************************* Let's be honest. Right now I could give two shits less about anything. I am only writing to process all of this crap in... Continue Reading →
Don’t TElL
*****TRIGGER WARNING***** Not that I wanted to begin the year like this, but hey, to my brain, it's just another day. I have been struggling with some temptations. Pretty massive temptations. The consequences thereof, I am not sure I could handle. I have NOT given in yet, but the guilt and condemnation that prey upon... Continue Reading →
Brokenness is NOT the Enemy // Article
I saw this little post as I scrolled through my Facebook page the other day and thought as it encouraged me, maybe it would encourage someone else so I am sharing it with you, dear readers, today. I hope you find some impressive thought in the humble, true words shared within it:... Continue Reading →
Addiction
I am so dimly excited that it is starting to hurt. That's mania setting in again. I feel like I need to catch my breath, or exhale, but I am sitting here breathing normally. That's mania setting in again. I want to study neuro-chemistry and the effects of mental illness on the brain. In fact,... Continue Reading →