I’m Fucked

Ate a lot yesterday

No compensation

Today the scale shows I gained 4lbs

How am I supposed to eat today knowing this?

Going with mother in law to garden city today which means lunch out.

Fuck me.

I can’t

I need to fast

I went from needing to lose 2.5lbs to needing to lose 6.5lbs

How am I going to do that?!

Fuck this shit.

Yesterday killed me.

So much pain I laid in bed most of the day and when I wasn’t laying in bed I was fucking eating trying to give my body the nourishment it needs to heal but 4 fucking pounds of it?

I’m fucked.

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