Feeling: done, rage, insecure, lost, alone, desperate, fucked, so fucked, apathetic
Breakfast thoughts:
Just do it so you can be alone.
That’s the whole point, isn’t it?
To be alone and die?
Nobody knows
Nobody cares
You’re fucking fat
Stop yelling at me!
Just fucking Eat!
Complete.
You fucking cow.
I hate you so much.
Fucking pig.
Isolate.
Hide.
Until it all fucking goes away.
Maybe you’ll go away
Wouldn’t that be perfect
Purge
I just want to purge.
Day 29 of treatment.
A Day on the Plains 