Challenge lunch. Hamburgers.
Brain flip-flopped between restriction because it’s a fear food and
completion so I can leave.
First Staffing.
It went okay.
I voiced my needs.
OMGoodness, what?!
I VOICED MY NEEDS!
and then ran out of the room.
Been struggling with dissociation
All freaking day.
Good session with P.
Just keep being honest Kelsi.
………..
I was NOT GLORIFYING RESTRICTION.
I WAS expressing my thoughts
Sharing my behaviors;
NOT compromising with ED who tells me to shut up and eat my food so I can leave.
I was being honest…..
Also day 7 of treatment.
A Day on the Plains 