I should be crying I know what I’m doing is wrong I’m only hurting myself By apologizing Accepting all blame But I can’t do anything right It’s… Read more “I’m Not Going to Go”
Numb
Trigger Warning ***************** I just want to fucking die. Kill. Myself. Over and out. Straight up. Too bad I don’t believe in suicide. Too bad I’d rather… Read more “Numb”
Life Perspective
Saw a homeless man walk by me today. Shuffling along, Lighter dangling in one hand. Pants holy and ripped to shreds Wearing a coat in unseasonable weather.… Read more “Life Perspective”
With Every Step You Take…
🎵 I’ll be good I’ll be good And I’ll love the world like I should I’ll be good I’ll be good For all of the times that I… Read more “With Every Step You Take…”
Day 3: Fallen Angel
Completing by force (Ed’s force). Skinny bitches in shorts. So triggering to see leg tendons. Going to crack sooner this time, I think. I almost cry every… Read more “Day 3: Fallen Angel”
Disordered Eating Thoughts and Treatment “Fun”
Thoughts: Purge. Lax. Purge. Lax. Restrict. Purge. Wait. No lax until you’re constipated. Make it miserable. Make you miserable. Completed 3 meals. In a Row. Like some… Read more “Disordered Eating Thoughts and Treatment “Fun””
The Thursday after Last
I. AM. ExHAUSTED. It is hard to walk, hard to move, hard not to shake, hard to function in a semi-normal manner. And I know the cause.… Read more “The Thursday after Last”
