I am scared to write these words, but they must be said. I am sitting here watching Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer with my girls and my legs won't stop shaking. I have slowly come to the realization that this is because I made a comment on another social media site that could be seen... Continue Reading →
A Little Drive Goes A Long Way
My Favorite Place ©Kelsi Ozbun 2021 So I went for a drive last night and on the way back to my house I took a road that had twisties because driving through twisties in a little hothatch has become a real thing for me. The object of the game is to do double what the... Continue Reading →
The Little Grey Mouse
It has been too long. I have denied the quiet, homely, peaceful place that I call my blog.It's more of an online diary, I suppose. No one reads it anymore. And that's okay. I don't know that I need anyone to read what I write here. I'm sure I have been tucked away in the... Continue Reading →
Shhhhhh….ut Your Mouth
Who's up for some reduction of self in the new year? Me? Oh, Oh! Me! ME!!!!! Fuck me Fuxk my "self" I don't need to be heard Or talkOr matterOr eatOr exist..... I only live to please others Why do I think it's okay to defend myself? Why do I continually perpetuate fights in which... Continue Reading →
There is Safety in Hiding
Decay @Kelsi M. Ozbun So it's been almost a year, again. I've been hiding, and living, but mostly hiding. Today I am hiding. The phone rings, three times now, I think, and I just look at it wondering what the other end of the line could possibly want with me. I am hiding at the... Continue Reading →
Thanks, but NO THANKS
ATTENTION PLEASE: That douchebag? That fuck boy from back east? Yeah, that one - HE'S MY FUCKING FIANCÉ!! The only man who EVER considered me WORTHY & VALUABLE enough to him to get down on ONE knee and ask me to spend the rest of my life with him. The ONLY man who OPENLY cares... Continue Reading →
Maybe, Nah Fuck That
Once again I am facing the establishment. Maybe I shouldn't fight the standard so hard. Maybe I should give in and follow the rules like a good girl. Maybe people should mind their own business and stop trying dictate what another person's happiness should look like. The word. That word. Came crashing in tonight. Excommunication.... Continue Reading →