Goals

So I found an interesting entry in my journal today.  Well, interesting to me at least.  Thought I'd share it.  It pertains to the purpose and goal of my life.  What I hope to be and what I hope to do.  I may not have written it thinking about God's will for me, but as I sit...

Shhhhhh….ut Your Mouth

Who's up for some reduction of self in the new year? Me? Oh, Oh! Me! ME!!!!! Fuck me Fuxk my "self" I don't need to be heard Or talkOr matterOr eatOr exist..... I only live to please others Why do I think it's okay to defend myself? Why do I continually perpetuate fights in which...

There is Safety in Hiding

Decay @Kelsi M. Ozbun So it's been almost a year, again. I've been hiding, and living, but mostly hiding. Today I am hiding. The phone rings, three times now, I think, and I just look at it wondering what the other end of the line could possibly want with me. I am hiding at the...

Thanks, but NO THANKS

ATTENTION PLEASE: That douchebag? That fuck boy from back east? Yeah, that one - HE'S MY FUCKING FIANCÉ!! The only man who EVER considered me WORTHY & VALUABLE enough to him to get down on ONE knee and ask me to spend the rest of my life with him. The ONLY man who OPENLY cares...

Maybe, Nah Fuck That

Once again I am facing the establishment. Maybe I shouldn't fight the standard so hard. Maybe I should give in and follow the rules like a good girl. Maybe people should mind their own business and stop trying dictate what another person's happiness should look like. The word. That word. Came crashing in tonight. Excommunication....

Another Good Day

I want another good day. Full of laughs, smiles, and prayers. Full of hope for the future.... and for the now. Full of LOVE for Christ, Salvation, Resurrection, REDEMPTION... For living fully with Christ in this life. Don't judge any other denomination for their "weird rituals" For they are doing the best with what they've...

That’s all I knew

I am not a fool I know what this is Even if I believe it I’m not ready to say it out loud. I spent how long freeing myself from indoctrination. Believing that all others were wrong— Going to hell wrong, I refuse to believe that; I refuse to push my faith on anyone dead...

When the Holy Spirit Knocks You Straight in the Face and Doesn’t Feel Bad About it

Y'all. Y'all. Something happened. Something marvelous, Unexplainable, Unbelievable, Undeservable. I met the Lord through the weirdest of things: Missionaries. Now I know, Isn't that their job? Maybe, yes, but When they knocked on my door and I said, "Sure come back!" I was really looking to expand my knowledge of different religions, To debunk their...