The Wall of Silence

I am scared to write these words, but they must be said. I am sitting here watching Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer with my girls and my legs won't stop shaking. I have slowly come to the realization that this is because I made a comment on another social media site that could be seen...

A Little Drive Goes A Long Way

My Favorite Place ©Kelsi Ozbun 2021 So I went for a drive last night and on the way back to my house I took a road that had twisties because driving through twisties in a little hothatch has become a real thing for me. The object of the game is to do double what the...

The Little Grey Mouse

It has been too long. I have denied the quiet, homely, peaceful place that I call my blog.It's more of an online diary, I suppose. No one reads it anymore. And that's okay. I don't know that I need anyone to read what I write here. I'm sure I have been tucked away in the...

Shhhhhh….ut Your Mouth

Who's up for some reduction of self in the new year? Me? Oh, Oh! Me! ME!!!!! Fuck me Fuxk my "self" I don't need to be heard Or talkOr matterOr eatOr exist..... I only live to please others Why do I think it's okay to defend myself? Why do I continually perpetuate fights in which...

There is Safety in Hiding

Decay @Kelsi M. Ozbun So it's been almost a year, again. I've been hiding, and living, but mostly hiding. Today I am hiding. The phone rings, three times now, I think, and I just look at it wondering what the other end of the line could possibly want with me. I am hiding at the...

Thanks, but NO THANKS

ATTENTION PLEASE: That douchebag? That fuck boy from back east? Yeah, that one - HE'S MY FUCKING FIANCÉ!! The only man who EVER considered me WORTHY & VALUABLE enough to him to get down on ONE knee and ask me to spend the rest of my life with him. The ONLY man who OPENLY cares...

Maybe, Nah Fuck That

Once again I am facing the establishment. Maybe I shouldn't fight the standard so hard. Maybe I should give in and follow the rules like a good girl. Maybe people should mind their own business and stop trying dictate what another person's happiness should look like. The word. That word. Came crashing in tonight. Excommunication....