Today I am writing from my brain. No more treatment entries. They were more for my benefit than anyone else’s, anyways. Today I want to be real,… Read more “I’ve Got Plenty to Go Around”
This is Where My Heart Got Me
S said I have sad eyes. A said I looked intimidating today. and that she looks up to me. Primary said I talk out of both sides… Read more “This is Where My Heart Got Me”
Fuck that Shit
Feeling: despair, dread, hate, lost, annoyed, apathetic Got told 2X to go to cooking group. Rather forcefully. So I went. Ate snack. Now exploring emotions. NOT happy.… Read more “Fuck that Shit”
Maybe You were Right
3 Fucking Tears. Just enough to fuck with my eyeliner. Take off your blazer please. Nothing with pockets in the kitchen. Take fucking note You fucking whore.… Read more “Maybe You were Right”
Apathetic Oxygen
While I realize that most of my posts of late are basically my treatment experience I wanted to say that I am glad to be able to… Read more “Apathetic Oxygen”
Breakfast Thoughts
Feeling: done, rage, insecure, lost, alone, desperate, fucked, so fucked, apathetic Breakfast thoughts: Just do it so you can be alone. That’s the whole point, isn’t it?… Read more “Breakfast Thoughts”
Addition on top of Addition
Feeling: perplexed, detached, like hiding, disconnected, disgruntled, irritable Asked about Monday dinner off. Primary said it’s up to me because I have a lot of restoration work… Read more “Addition on top of Addition”
