Just Thoughts
What are these thoughts?
Poison in my mind.
Trained to take me down,
To the pit of hell.
If I don’t stop that’s where I’ll be;
Tortured forever,
Never free.
You knew me well.
But feelings are just that;
NOT REAL.
How do I get past this pain in my stomach;
this hole in my heart?
Why do I give in again and again,
To these things which are not real.
Just thoughts in my head;
That will never allow me to heal.
©Kelsi M. Meireis
Tagged bipolar, Borderline, daily life, fake, Hiding, Hurt, Life, my world, nerves, sick 
I know right!
I guess we don’t know we are going there, being led there.
I didn’t.
Now I recognize the beckoning. Turn or follow?
My thoughts exactly :)
: )